My left eardrum now hurts from the sore-ish pain at the throat. Every now and then I get so paranoid, I'd check my hearing. Especially after everytime I sneeze, or cough, or attempts to laugh. Because it hurts so bad, I'm worried something might explode within. For now, the panadol suppresses the pain, cause the house ran out of antibiotics like, two days ago. 

I know I know, someone once told me too much panadol is actually bad for you, but what the hell. I rather have my life cut short now than endure the excruciating pain throughout the first few important days of CNY. 

Guess I shouldn't have pushed it this week, or last, or the week before. ORZ. Even menstrual cramps don't hurt THIS much, seriously. This is the first time in my life where I whince at the sight of mandarin oranges, because surely I can feel the burn it might cause should I try to be stupid enough to eat one. Then again, I literally cannot eat anything without feeling jabs of pain anyway, mandarin oranges just feels much worst. itai itai itai itai desu~ 

I wonder if this is how dying in agony feels like. 

This means I'll have to miss Ps. Louisa's open house too. Cannot go out and play, boo hoo. Sorry guys. D: 

Oh please let morning come faster so the clinics open, before the un-festive mood of crankiness and snappishy snaps in me gets to everyone.