Monday, November 5, 2007
"The Death of Me" @ 11:43 PM
I...just....woke....up.... X______x;;;
Seriously at the rate I go these days, EZ2Dancer is going to be the death of me. Lol. I do suppose I should keep a check on my frequent visits to the arcade, it's not healthy (that is if you minus the I-might-get-fit-from-all-that-dancing factor)
The past week has been nuts. I've played hard and studied hard..... well played hard at least.
Monday - Arcade
Tuesday - no recollection at all...cept that I managed to pass up our MDM final report on time.
Wednesday - Arcade
Thursday - Arcade
Friday - Movie
Saturday - Shopping spree.... the guy was doing all the shopping wtf =X
Sunday - Marathon / Arcade
Now the body is suffering from the consequences of not resting enough. It aches all over and I don't feel safe driving to college anymore haha~~~~~~ Thank goodness the Diwali break is just a day away~ I have a gut feeling I know where I'm going to end up later anywayz. According to Serge, I am like a homing pigeon that aims for one ultimate sanctuary. Oh, and can sleep more! My main motivation in college life now is that I can go back to sleep at the end of the day. It's so so very sad. I'd finish one class and think, YES! 2 more classes to go and I can go home and sleep! And the countdown continues till I reach my bed for my nap XD XD
Haha! But the great thing is, I don't think my grades are being badly affected by this. Well maybe it's because the arcade spree thing only started recently thanks to *ehem* and *ehem* and *coughcoughchoke*. Previously I would only head out there once or twice a week depending on the mood, and always alone. Though heck, I think I actually pulled my grades up ever since mid-term. And I'm proud of my grades, sort of. I do wish most of them were higher, but whatever la.
I am proud that I am doing fine with a good average in class. Especially in English. I know that averagely I score higher than many others, even though most of my work was either seriously main hantam or ones, like my previous in-class essay, I had no confident in scoring anywhere near high. And I am glad. For one, I don't feel sorry or bad about scoring better than my classmates, and I just don't like it when people feel a grudge for me JUST BECAUSE I score better. I especially didn't like the feeling that a friend, someone who is supposedly there to cheer and comfort you in times of need would glare at me angrily JUST BECAUSE I had a relatively good grade compared to her. Sure, she felt her marks were unjust. Sure, she cried about it - blamed the lecturer even. But glaring at me and probably now having anger towards me is terribly uncalled for. Regardless la, I still think I deserve my marks... besides, I need them to apply for scholarships and study loans to further my studies because I, unlike most of the people in Sunway, am not one that can afford to study in wherever my whim and fancy takes me to.
My MDM... other than my ISU score which I think is pretty good, I scored the highest for presentations yays! The tears, sweat and blood on those powerpoint slides were not wasted after all =D Anyway, other than my MDM ISU I fear my grades are slipping. HOMG. I have not been concentrating in class for a long time now. Just today I bumped my head on the table and took a nap while the lecturer was discussing the last question. The can quiz can throw into the garbage bin too. I'm sure I'll be dropping the marks for that quiz out during the final calculations. I'd be surprise if I even got to pass that..... Ah well. I'm still not worried about the finals much, even if it is only a week or two away.
I'm even going down to Port Dickson for 4 days just before the finals. =D
