Wednesday, February 14, 2007
"Another valentine gone not so right" @ 10:50 AM
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Me : Oh great, now she is going to kick-start her new blog by ranting about being alone for Valentine. WHY didn't I see this coming.
Kaede : OH STFU. *kicks*
Me : Don"t you have anything ELSE better to do?
Kaede : I could stop talking to you, for starters =__=; It might actually do me some good.
Me : It probably would. *nods*
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So I had another one of those sad Valentines Day. It's no big deal really, I've only had this on a consecutive 19 years streak. And I only thought today would be the perfect day to kick-start my blog not because it is Feb 14, but because extreme boredom and a severe headache has driven me up the wall long enough today. I just needed something to do, something to keep myself distracted from the agonizing pain that has been stuck in my head since last night. No I am quite sure I am not in denial kthxbai.
And for those of you who haven't heard, Kaede is back in Malaysia. Yes, it has taken her forever to go online and tell the people that surrounds her world that. (or those that used to, or something along that line...whichever) Haven't exactly contacted many people after my return actually.....
Plus, I have perfectly good reasons for that. I just was not in the mood to touch the computer -at all- for the first week or so. Not having everyone's contacts nor a hp didn't help ease the mood either. I think it's just the knowing that there is so MUCH SO DAMN MUCH catching up to do that I feel exhausted and lethargic even before I get started. Heh. Talk about procrastinating before even starting anything. Blogging was, of course, definately out of the question too cause it's just so damn hard to pick up after not blogging for so long. I actually contemplated about opening a new blog, yea and also picking out a name for it. So I thought this time I'd just go random with the naming. But, with luck (and lots of boredom today to go with it) I thought I'd officially write something here. Just to make myself happy.
Just to show myself that I can it if I wanted to. I need to shut off my own ego =_='
So lets just get started about my today. Well, this is my blog after all. If I don't get started on my today, what else can I rant about? *thinks about how close she was to going to Gazette's concert again* .... TTwTT forget it. Lets just start -now-
Firstly I have to apologize to TY for ditching his outing today at Sunway, which actually resulted in the whole outing crumbling into nothing-ness. I felt a hint of dissapointment in his voice when I called just to double check if Eugene called him to break the news. It was his Birthday after all. >___<;;; TY if you are reading this, just know that we'll make this up to you, get you a nice BIG cake and make Eugene pay for it k? *hugs* Happy Birthday~
Now the reason why I ditched, was because I came down with a bad sore throat and now an irritating flu that's trying to make my nose fall off my face. Mum took me to the doc this morning, only to have the doc mention i got CHUBBIER compared to when she last met me *ouch @__@* and at the same time had a look at my right foot that has been aching on and off since last year. Apparently I have something called HALLUX VALGUS, with the conclusion that I should stay off platform shoes ++probably for life++ I'm not worried about that exactly, I myself wouldn't want to be caught dead in plats, but the pain is fuckingly annoying. Doc says there is nothing to worry, for now... but only if it gets any worst will I then need to undertake surgery. Whee~~~
Mum then left me at home while she went over to my uncle's office. I was planning to drive over to the residential area next door to visit my dead dog's grave... but no that is plainly a lie. I feel too lethargic to do anything but sneeze my head off every few seconds. But ahah, I finally watched Prince of Tennis's Live Drama, and I got to fangurl over Ryoma's actor Kanata. Then spent the rest of the evening mailing back friends from Japan after putting that off for a week too, and it was disheartening to know that Chiki-chiki baked more cookies AND I CAN'T EAT THEM ANYMORE GAHAHHRAWR!!!!!!!111oneoneoneon!!!~~ So much for Valentines.
It just reminds me that I will never be able to see that cute guy in the next class before.... or the cute twin ducks he always straps on his cellphone *sniffles*
Dang.
I feel another aching pang coming along. I think I'll need to retire early. But there is no place for me to sleep at the moment, since my parents are watching TV in the living room. Oh, haven't I mention? Ever since I came back home I've been placed to sleep in the living room. Personally I think that is the saddest welcome back gesture e-v-e-r, but I'll go into that in the next post or something. If I feel like it. Or if I ever do blog another post. Hah.
-note of reminder to self- Never listen to Siu Tham Gwong Dong Wah in your Ipod while travelling on public transportations. You get the queerest stares. Maybe its because they think you've gone cuckoo chuckling to yourself like that~
